Ill start by saying I've been into to anal play for about the last 17 years. It all started one day in the shower when I got curious to see what it felt like to have something stuck in my butt. I figured Ive heard of gay guys liking it so maybe theres something to it (I was young ). So I tried just one of my fingers and it hurt pretty bad, but the feeling of doing something that maybe I wasnt supposed to be doing was exciting. So every night in my shower I would finger my ass which soon led to small objects, toothbrush handles, abandoned douch nozzels etc. Over time I moved up in size toothbrush holders, small bottles and more and more fingers. From the beginning I was always looking for the next bigger thing. It wasnt like I had a goal to reach but at the same time I never found the "perfect" size either everytime I would stay on a certain size bottle(bottles were pretty much my exclusive toy) for any amount of time it would lose my interest once it became easy to take, so I would move up to the next suitable size I could find. Now I'll stop here and say that I never had a goal of fisting myself. After a couple of years of my anal adventures I did come across some female vaginal fisting and I loved it from the first time I saw it. It was just the most erotic, strickly for pleasure act I had ever seen. After about 5 years into my anal play I was taking regular size shampoo bottles(all my play time was in the shower and still is for the most part) and loving every taboo moment of it. I continued over the next 7 years progressing in sizes still with no thought to fist myself until one day it dawned on me while watching some fisting porn that maybe I could do that. So that night in the shower I was fingering myslf real good with all four fingers, but taking my hand wasnt happening. I sized it up compared to my normal bottle that I really liked and it was pretty close to the same size. Thats when I realized my problem, my hand was all pruney and rough from the hot water. I quickly figured out the solution. The next day as I was coming home from work I stopped at a dollar store and picked up some medical gloves...perfect!! When I got home I was eager to hit the shower, but I soon realized that I wouldnt be able to take a long shower as me and my girlfriend were supposed to be goin to dinner after(she new nothing of my anal play). So with a couple gloves in my pocket I hit the shower and cleaned out as fast as I could and went to work not knowing whether I would be able to or not. The glove made it feel so great, smooth, slippery, just amazing. As I stuffed more and more fingers in I was getting more and more excited at the prospect of actually fisting myself. Finally I reached the point where all that was left was to push one more time to get past the knuckles, and thats when the knocking started. My girlfriend was waiting and eager to go to dinner. So with one final push I felt my hand slide in to the wrist and man it was absolutely incredible, I dont really know how to describe it. But it was short lived as i had to clean up and get on with my date. But sitting in that resturant that night with my ass still tingling brought back that old "doing something Im not supposed to be doing " taboo feeling and it was just great. I fisted myself reguarly over the next 5 years and I have since gotten actual sex toys and only use the old bottles occasionally for nostalgia. Last year I reached my all time biggest of 3 3/4 inch diameter but have since gone backwards alittle. The biggest I can safely take now is 3 1/4 but im am sure I could go back to  3 3/4 in a month or two. Right now I am actually toyless as far as width goes I do have a 12'' by 1 1/5'' that Ive been training for depth with but I have no wide toys so Im limited to my fist and the old trusty bottles. I am awaiting my Ace Of Spades which is in transit as I type this. Now I know the Ace Of Spades is only three inchs but from some of the reviews Ive read say it actually measures out close to 3.20 and 3.25 so I feel confident I will be satisfied. I eagerly await it. Well thats my anal/fisting tale, hope it was somewhat entertaining.  

                                                                                                                                RJ

nice 'resume' I have the ace of spades (also sold as anus stopper #5) and i love it. for me, it's just the right size to wear and feels comfortable.